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Guess what santa got me this christmas...

I've been looking for this movie (on dvd) since 2004! Last time I watched this movie was on the day our trusty old betamax player retired for good (I think I was in the 6th grade).

It's an old 80's movie about a high school boy (Scott Baio) who, after a laboratory accident, had gotten the power of telekenesis. It's a romantic-comedy (with lots of breast exposures...hehe). Believe it or not, this is my favorite movie...ever!

Currently watching: Zapped!

(Wizard of Oz to Tin Man) As for you, my galvanized friend, you want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one...

Current LSS: Rachael Yamagata - Elephants (Instrumental)
Currently feeling: drunk

Photo Taken: All Hallow's Eve (Lomomanila's Halloween Party)
Camera: Smena 35
Film: Kodak BW400CN
Model: Shadow as Heath Ledger

Current LSS: Wolfgang - RP Deathsquad
Currently feeling: bored

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During of the days of the first and second world wars, (since the army people can only do so much) military doctors during that time would use whisky or rhum as anesthetics before they make any surgical operations on wounded soldiers in the battle field. No, they don't pour it onto their wounds (because that would hurt even more). They'd make the patient drink lots and lots of alcohol until they feel numb enough, so that they will feel less pain during the operation.

It's the poorman's anesthesia.

When we have any problems, whether it was serious or shallow, we tend to go the comfort of a cold beer or a couple of shooters alone in a bar or, oftentimes, with the company of our friends. We drink to make the pain go away or we drink to become numb, preventing any pain to be felt at all...even before the hurt gets into our system.

It's the poorman's anesthesia. 

The problem is...anesthetics are temporary. It can only subdue the feeling for so little time...then you start to feel the pain again. Pain starts to get into your nervous system and you start feeling the hurt.

I need to get drunk again...soon.

Current LSS: Rachael Yamagata - Over And Over
Currently feeling: contemplative

Struck twice in a month (there's a first). Strike three and I'm out.

Nothing's going too well these days :-\

Current LSS: Mozzie - Shut It
Currently feeling: guilty

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Bakit naman kasi ganyan ang mga kanta mo sa bago mong album na "Elephant...Teeth Sinking Into Heart"?

"You are forcing me to remember
When all I want is to just forget you"

"So for those of you falling in love
Keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
Throw yourself in the midst of danger
But keep one eye open at night" --Elephant

"I really thought I was okay
I really thought I was just fine
But when I woke this time
There was nothing to take me back to sleep
To take you off my mind" --Over And Over

Current LSS: Rachael Yamagata - Over And Over
Currently feeling: sad

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Note: Repost from Andoy. Wala lang...hehehe.

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Drunken advice, immaturity and relationships

Asking your significant other to be fair is immature and asking them to do what you want them to do by doing it to them or setting an example is totally idealistic. The world is not perfect; there is no balance between good and bad - right or wrong. There will always be flaws and unfairness, mistakes and lies, expectations and letdowns. You will never get what you give since Life is not fair. Yan ang katotohanan and it hurts.

It doesn’t matter how faithful or loving you are in your relationship with respect to the world or in reality for that matter. It will not merit to anything when sparks start to fly across the room. It will mean nothing when the rarity of the moment comes into play. Dadating ang situation where you will be taken for granted – for better or for worse. All that is and all that will be on that very moment will only be who you are and your moral fiber. It is where we get our decisions for our actions from that will define us for who we are.

Don’t expect too much from someone you can’t change nor understand. Potah mas maganda pa nga if you just mind your own business and let Life happen. Love because you want to love and not because you want to be loved in return. Express your feelings because you need to and not because you want others to express how they feel towards you and hope that you will both have the same feelings for each other and believe that there is a connection in the space between. Asa ka pa. It is not a game of who loves more than who nor is it a moment to regret for the rest of your life.

Kung talagang in love ka, your heart will never be stolen by someone unless you want it to be taken. Why? Tangina, basic logic will dictate that nothing will be taken if there was nothing to take in the first place diba? When you’re in love, you give your heart to that special someone.

Pag nagsimula ka nang mag-mahal, you start to let go of your defenses and start to hope for a lot of things. Like hoping that she will not take away whatever little dignity and self respect that you have left or that she will see something in you that would make her stay. You start to act dumb and stupid, feel guilty and sad. Only to realize that you have given all that you can give and yet somehow, you are still not good enough.
 
Don’t waste your time on pondering senseless what ifs and what nots. Sayang lang ang effort. So what if you are uncertain of the times ahead? There will be changes, there will be questions but the thing is to know what questions are important and to be able to answer those questions. Mas ok nalang siguro if we just let things be and leave out the solicitation of assurances as it only brings in more hope, expectations and pressure to live up to those promises.
 
Ang sinasabi ko lang is that it’s ok to fall in love head over heels, leche just bring lots of bandage. Tagay pa nga.

Current LSS: Parokya Ni Edgar - Akala

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...ang ulo ko

...sa taas. Hehehe. Ouch.

Current LSS: Parokya Ni Edgar - Amats

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"Sinasabi mo, wala kang mahanap...tapos sya rin hindi makahanap...e ba't hindi nyo nalang hanapin ang isa't-isa???" --Confuse-ious

(Iba talaga ang nagagawa ng 5 pack ng pancit canton, 12 na bbq, 9 na longganisa, 4 cups ng kanin, isang balot ng tinapay, NBA Live 2K8, tapos patulog ka palang ng alas-4 ng umaga...hahaha!)

Current LSS: Itchyworms - Akin Ka Nalang
Currently feeling: bored