kupsman

I checked my archives if I wrote something like a year-ender entry for 2008. Unfortunately, I didn't...hehe. I hadn't blogged much this year; even though a lot has happened already. Seems like my blogging died like friendster and the other social networking sites all over the internet. Kasalanan 'to ng facebook...hahaha! It just so happened that all I needed was an outlet for all the crap that was inside of me (besides a toilet). I already "closed the gates of hell"; who knows, "the city might fall" as well. I won't be iterating all the things and events that I should've blogged before. I already have my fair share of moments. I'm already moving forward.

It's already minutes left before the new year. Now, I'm gonna go outside, jump like I always do (kahit alam kong di nako tatangkad pa), say goodbye and "fuck you" to 2009 and say "hello world" to 2010, and hope that world won't end yet...hehehe.

Mina-san, akemashite omedetou gozaimasu! (That's "happy new year everyone!")

kupsman

Today was a rainbow of emotions...

He's a nice guy. For some reason, I see myself in him...a combination of the current and my formal self. I think everything will turn out great for you two. Like I said before, all I wanted is your happiness (even though I know that this would bite me in the end). Anyway, it's him that you want...not me. On any case, I will be happy for you and will support you all the way...cause it's the title...

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"So that's it? Just like that!? After everything he has said...after the emotional turmoil you have experienced...it only took "a flick of a finger" and that's it!? What happened to the things you said you're gonna do? Where's your pride? This is the reason why (she) got pissed off with you before...you never mean what you say. You know that I've always supported you and that I respect all the decisions that you make. I never meddled with anything you wanted to do; but in this case, I just want to say something about it. I don't think it's a good idea at all. But who am I to lecture you or dictate things to you? I'm not your father and I'm definitely not your boyfriend...I'm just you...friend. And you won't listen anyway. I'm just concerned. I don't wanna see you sad anymore. But if this is the thing that would make you happy...then fine. It was you who told me that even though he is like that, you still love him. Anyway, I've done my part...the rest is all up to you now."

Sorry, I had to let this out before I go to bed. I was supposed to have this monologue face-to-face, kaso nawalan ako ng buwelo; and the mood wasn't there anymore. Besides, I suck at this. If ever, the person concerned is already reading this, (though I doubt it) then I'm sorry I wasn't able to say this to you face-to-face and this is how I really feel. If you want to talk about it, let's talk about it.

I'm going to bed...

Current LSS: Parokya ni Edgar - Halaga

kupsman

He says: "Ikalimampung pag-aaway" by KAZE

She says: "Cool Off" by Session Road

I say: "Halaga" by Parokya Ni Edgar

Current LSS: Parokya ni Edgar - Halaga

kupsman

I won't be crossposting anymore to Multiply because I'm deleting my livejournal account (which does the crossposting for me). I have too much Internet clutter, so I'll be be keeping all blog entries in my tabulas, and all my photo albums on multiply. Anyway, I only joined LJ just to follow the private thoughts of one particular person (whom I will not mention...showbiz...hahaha!). Anyway, this person would tell me anyway if she had anything to say in private. (Holy shit! It's a girl! Haha!). I miss reading her thoughts, though...and what she had to say. Nakakaaliw kasi. Actually, I kindda miss her too (uuuyyy...wth?!). And besides, nobody's blogging anymore. So, if you want to access my site, just go to http://kupsman.tabulas.com.

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He wanted to ease the pain; but he couldn't say a thing. He couldn't do anything. So, he just held her hand as tight as he possibly can...

Current LSS: Top junk - Kapit Mahal

Yes, folks! After 2 years, we will be launching our EP album "No Reason" on AUGUST 1, 2009 at GENRE BAR, CUBAO EXPO.

What: KAZE No Reason EP Launch
When: August 1, 2009
Where: Genre Bar, Cubao X (formerly known as Marikina Shoe Expo)

Click here for the map.

Hope to see you there!

This actually says it all...

After months of peer pressure evading...I finally gave in.

So there. Add me up. If I know you, I add you...hehehe.

Currently feeling: awake