Venting Out
"So that's it? Just like that!? After everything he has said...after the emotional turmoil you have experienced...it only took "a flick of a finger" and that's it!? What happened to the things you said you're gonna do? Where's your pride? This is the reason why (she) got pissed off with you before...you never mean what you say. You know that I've always supported you and that I respect all the decisions that you make. I never meddled with anything you wanted to do; but in this case, I just want to say something about it. I don't think it's a good idea at all. But who am I to lecture you or dictate things to you? I'm not your father and I'm definitely not your boyfriend...I'm just you...friend. And you won't listen anyway. I'm just concerned. I don't wanna see you sad anymore. But if this is the thing that would make you happy...then fine. It was you who told me that even though he is like that, you still love him. Anyway, I've done my part...the rest is all up to you now."
Sorry, I had to let this out before I go to bed. I was supposed to have this monologue face-to-face, kaso nawalan ako ng buwelo; and the mood wasn't there anymore. Besides, I suck at this. If ever, the person concerned is already reading this, (though I doubt it) then I'm sorry I wasn't able to say this to you face-to-face and this is how I really feel. If you want to talk about it, let's talk about it.
I'm going to bed...
Current LSS: Parokya ni Edgar - Halaga
Posted by kupsman at 03:04 AM in Cryptic Messages | Kill Me


